Am I Back??

I dunno wat I would be writing about... it’s strange getting back... I had to break the initial resistance u feel of going back to a thing of past... there’s been a barrier built by time... something u could have broken at anytime u wanted to... u wished to... u wished and still were reluctant.... each moment u thought u had to... u realised how far it was... then the moment went by... and farther it went...
It’s been a long journey of six months... long enough to know the people around me like I have known them for ages... long enough for the happenings of six months to fade the rest of my life’s memories as though they have never been... long enough to wipe out feelings of nostalgia that I thought I always had... long enough to realise that I am total disconnect in the world I have once been in... long enough to know that my world changed but my people didn’t...I changed but my soul didn’t... my feelings changed but my heart didn’t ...and change changed ...for its own sake...